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Sunday, February 26, 2012

No, Really Buster... You have to GO

Hi friends!
Seems that we will have the opportunity to repeat the lithotripsy to the right kidney. Buster did break up, and I have been passing the stone debris, but several pieces of Buster did not break up quite small enough to pass even with the stent. I hear that this is a normal thing to have transpire. 


On March 6th I return to Dr. G's for full x-rays to make sure I have passed all the kidney stone debris that I can, then we will set up for the next (and final) lithotripsy! Woo hoo!  I must say that this procedure is much easier to recover from than full blown surgery. For some reason my mind had not wrapped around the fact that I would still be passing 'stones' of various sizes after the procedure. When it started about 3 days later, I almost panicked... then read back up on it all and took a pain pill and let it happen (like I had a choice. hahahaha). I did save a few... kinda like trophies. hahaha.


All of a sudden the next week I felt terrible. I had no energy, could not tolerate solid food and felt like a Mac truck ran over me again. I called in to talk to nurse Lynne to explain how I was feeling, because if this was part of the healing process, I thought 'so be it'. She said to come in immediately for some tests. 


A few days later I received a call to report to the doc immediately.  Somehow, through the past 3 procedures, my body was attacked with a superbug virus that my body just could not fight off by itself.  I then was told to come in for 5 straight days for 2 shots of an antibiotic that is usually used only via IV. But for me, they would dilute it with lidocaine and then give me the shots so that I would not have to have a hep lock and IV all week. Those shots hurt! Thank Goodness for the lidocaine. I cannot even imagine the shots without it. One in each hip each day for 5 days. But it is just one of those things on my road to recovery.  By the second day of shots, I was already able to eat food again.  Today, I am feeling so much better. God is so faithful.


God is faithful - That is, God is true, and constant, and will adhere to his promises. He will not deceive. He will not promise, and then fail to perform; he will not start anything which he will not perfect and finish. 


The process isn't always fun, but the outcome is going to be amazing!


Signed...  A Muse of the Remnant
Christine


Friday, February 10, 2012

Bye, Bye Buster



I had the lithotripsy today at Oklahoma Surgical Hospital at 7am. It went so well!  God is faithful.


The day started with Roy attempting to wake me at 4:50am. 'Attempting' being the operative word there. I couldn't sleep last night for awhile, so I was up getting all of the kids Valentine's packages ready to mail out, writing out some bills and letters, and doing a few things around the house. Sleep finally took a hold of me around 3am. I finally roused shortly after 5am and we headed out. They escort/usher you everywhere at this hospital. You are truly a 'guest' there. Loved it. They even have FREE valet parking for everyone! 


As always, I requested to talk to the anesthesiologist to explain about the vocal cord paralysis and my immediate imitation of Darth Vadar upon falling asleep (snoring loudly in a wheezing fashion which is normal to me now, though alarms people who do not know me). I am always very thorough on this, and let them know sweetly that if they follow the procedures laid out by my doctors, I will not wake up with a tracheotomy.  This guy listened intently and assured me all would be followed.  As soon as he left, my sis-in-love, Stacey who was up there with Roy and her hubby Brian (Roy's brother) said that I scared him so bad that he is going to run away. Haaaaaa.


I was wheeled to radiology for an x-ray then we headed to surgery a little while later. Upon entering the operating room, I am greeted by a grandfatherly type guy who introduces himself as Plan B. He will now be my anesthesiologist. HAAAaaaaa.  Obviously the first guy did not feel up to the task, and I am thankful that God orchestrated it that the 'best' was already in the wings waiting to be guided by the Master Physician. God is so faithful.


Dr. G showed up and tickled my feet and got everyone laughing and in a good mood. Then things became fuzzy and then the mask... and then I woke up in the recovery room, and it was all over. Praise Jesus!  Tube was already out, and vitals were perfect. Now I just had to wait for a Post Op room, and then an hour later I could GO HOME to my recliner!  God is so faithful.


Dr. G said that they:
1. Removed the 2 stents from the left kidney from the previous operations
2. Inserted a stent into the right kidney
3. Blasted Buster and a small cohort in the right kidney
4. Blasted another stone trying to form in the left kidney. Actually he told Roy he 'blasted it to dust'


I am passing some of the blasting debris now, but it is not painful, just annoying.  I am taking pain meds because my back and side area where they did the procedures does feel like it was hit by a Mack Truck and already is bruised, but I know that will cease soon.  God is faithful.


I want to thank you all for your prayers and kind words through all of this. Thank you for helping to hold up my arms when I was weary, like Aaron did for Moses. You are so appreciated and loved.

Philippians 1:3-6  Message Version
Every time you cross my mind, I break out in exclamations of thanks to God. Each exclamation is a trigger to prayer. I find myself praying for you with a glad heart. I am so pleased that you have continued on in this with us, believing and proclaiming God's Message, from the day you heard it right up to the present. There has never been slightest doubt in my mind that the God who started this great work in you would keep at it and bring it to a flourishing finish on the very day Christ Jesus appears.

Signed A Muse of the Remnant....
Christine ~

Friday, January 13, 2012

Brutus is Conquered... Now on to Buster....

Hi Friends and Family!
Please feel free to leave me comments. I love reading comments, good, bad or indifferent. 



I wanted to let you all know that I am finally feeling pretty good these days. I do get tired when doing multiple things in a days time, but that is what naps are for, right??? Can I get a witness? hahaha.  But really,  most of the aches and pains from the last surgery in December to free Brutus are ebbing quickly. The most annoying things are the incisions. They are healing up and itching and the steri-strips are annoying and catch on clothing. Ok... done whining... I thank my God that He has brought me through this. 


Now on to Buster.  He is residing my other kidney.. the right one. He is not as big as Brutus was, thankfully and Dr. G has me scheduled for a lithotripsy (Lithotripsy is a medical procedure that uses shock waves to break up stones in the kidney) So far they have this planned at Oklahoma Surgical Hospital on Friday, February 10th and I will be the first one back. They said they are going to try to make this an out-patient surgery... where I can go home several hours later!!! to my recliner!!!  Glory!!  My recliner and I have become quite acquainted in the last few months. To reward it for being a bestie, I ordered a new chocolate brown cover for it from SureFit which Roy and I will put on it this weekend. Good friends need to be rewarded, don't you think?


We have received blessing after blessing through all of this. I love all the cards and flowers, and the dinners from family and friends. You will never know how much we have appreciated all of you. 'Thank-you' hardly seems to cover it all, my dear friends and family.


Our insurance blessed us this morning. First surgery bill in October at St Franny's came to $26k and BCBS paid all but $2,600 of it. Glory!! I thought that was great. Then came the December bill from second surgery at St. John's.. $75k. wowza (heart kinda skipped a beat when I opened that bill up... haha)... But today we received the BCBS EOB (explanation of benefits) and we only have to pay ... drum roll please.... $120.00.  Yes, that is not a typo. God is so very very good and faithful. 


I know that as the other bills associated with this come in, He is Jehovah Jireh and Jehovah Rapha... and goes before us, as well as being our rear-guard.  Trust in Him with all of your heart and don't lean on your own understanding of things, in all your ways acknowledge Him and he will direct your paths.  


The Word is truth people... jump on board.

Signed... A Muse of the Remnant

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Et tu, Brute? and you Brutus?

(Julius Caesar: Notable Quotes)

First let me preface this all by saying… Julius Caesar may have fallen at the hands of Brutus…. But here in my real-life, Brutus fell at the hands of the Divine Physician… Jesus Christ.  Praise the Lamb forevermore.

It has taken me awhile to update due to resting and rejuvenation. My surgery to remove the rather large kidney stone [2”x4”] in my left kidney (so named Brutus) took place on December 12th. Surgery began at 1:30pm and was to last 3-4 hours. Over 8 hours later, they wheeled me into the recovery room. It seems that each step was more complicated than previously thought.  Roy said that both of my doctors looked pretty tired and haggard when they emerged to talk to the family… the last family in the waiting room by the way. Such troopers, and prayer warriors too!

The doctors explained the tedious procedures to the family and then told them that Brutus was now gone, along with the tube that had been in my back for 7+ weeks!! They did say a new drain tube was in my abdomen, but that would be removed before I left the hospital.  Brutus was so hard in texture that they had to do other maneuvers to release him. I guess my body thought it was in the masonry business when constructing it. They gave me a picture of it, and it is on the mantle for the time being, reminding me of the goodness of God, and His infinite grace and miracle working power.

I remember ‘coming to’ in the recovery room and hearing the nurses calling out times every now and then and I thought that they were all crazy because they were saying it was now 11:30pm. I was finally taken to my room at 12:30am. I do not remember much of the next 12 hours other than my husband was right there with me. He had his own bed and slept there the first night to watch over me.


Recovery in the hospital was not as easy as it was the first time. I was not permitted to get up and walk for the first few days. I did not like that. I was tethered by these feet and ankle pumps that went off every few minutes to keep the blood pumping in my legs. I wanted to get moving and get out of there. Instead I had to learn some patience and listen to the nurses and doctors, and of course, they were correct. My first walk was tough, I will not even joke with that. I only went about 20 steps with a walker and a Physical Therapist holding onto me, and I thought that all of my innards shifted and I wasn’t going to make it back to the bed. I did. Each time I was allowed to walk, I tried to go a little further. By the time I was able to take my first walk with Roy (to show off) I was able to travel a whole half of my hall. By the next day I did a whole loop with him (then slept for 2 hours..haha).  My goal was to get home to my recliner. I love my old recliner. In fact, I am typing from it right now.

I had a couple of not so good days in the hospital this time. I had no appetite and smells made me absolutely nauseated. Other than immediate family, I requested no visitors due to I never knew when my head would be in a bucket. Still to this day, I cannot stand the smell or taste of coffee (I know… really) or most sweets. This has helped in losing almost 20lbs though. Haha. 

I was also having challenges with keeping my oxygen level up to normal so I had to wear that annoying nose thing all the time. Thanks to you prayer warriors, that was overcome in short notice!  I did need the extra oxygen to help clear the 8 hours of gasses that were pumped into me during the surgery. I did not recognize myself the first few days either, well let me clarify, they would not give me a mirror to see myself, but I could tell by looking at my giant legs and arms and distended abdomen that I was not looking too pretty. Hahaha.  It took several days for all that to dissipate.

Surgery was on a Monday and finally by Friday afternoon, I was allowed to come home… to my recliner. Glory!  I slept for the next week, while taking time to walk around the house and try to eat little bits. I also believe having my whole family home (all 3 kids were home for the holiday week) helped me more than anything else. I have been spoiled rotten by all of them!

The doctors promised me my appetite would return at some point, and it has little by little. By Christmas Day, I was able to eat the variety of foods. Still no coffee though!  I hope Starbucks does not go out of business… and my Keurig is missing me desperately at this point.  I need to buy some tea K-cups for that.

So now it is December 28th… my 53rd birthday, and I am feeling great. I am still on the mend for the next 3 weeks, but I am getting stronger each day. In a few weeks I will be allowed to begin rebuilding my core muscles. This week I get to up my walking and will attempt some outdoor walks the rest of the week along with one of the girls or Roy. Caleb had to return to Stillwater tonight to work for a few days.

Let me leave you with a wonderful scripture, and thank you again for being a prayer warrior for and with me.


"You will keep him in perfect peace, Whose mind is stayed on you, Because he trusts in You'" (Isaiah 26:3). 


Signed....
A Muse of the Remnant

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

God's Sense of Humor

I am so glad God has an infinite sense of humor when it comes to me... truly.  I can be such a putz of kingdom kid at times. Let me explain....


Today I received a call from my urologist specialist's office. I was told that they got a call from Oklahoma Surgical Hospital and they were bumping my surgery due to a scheduling snafu to.... January 5th.  I broke down in tears... I will confess that.  I was a blubbering idiot. It was a knee-jerk reaction. I am not proud of that fact at all.  Through the tears the nurse said she would work on things and get back with me. I was just so looking forward to not hurting anymore and getting this annoying tube out of my back. I was disappointed, distraught, dismayed, annoyed and forgetting who my real Daddy is. 


After talking to Roy for a bit, I calmed down and then prayed. I should have prayed first.. why is hindsight always 20/20?  I have no problem hitting my knees FIRST when it comes to my husband or children. Why is it when it comes to me, I panic? That is so not my character at all. This is something I will work on and renew my mind to. 


A few hours later, Lynn called back from the doctors office letting me know that my blood tests that were taken at yesterday's pre-op (for the original Nov 29th surgery) showed that I was bottoming out on potassium again... so low that if I were to throw up, I was to go straight to the ER. They called in the meds and I started taking them immediately. Had I not gone in yesterday, I would be a very very ill lady right now. With that extreme low potassium level, they would not be able to do the surgery on the 29th anyway. They require a normal range for 10 days in a row.


God already knew this and was going before me... preparing the way for me. Can't you see him up in Heaven smiling and shaking his head and chatting up Jesus, "That girl of ours... when will she learn?"


So now my surgery has been rescheduled to December 12 at noon at St. John's Medical Center. They too have a great robotics department there as well. I am excited! I will be well on the mend by Christmas too. I am so blessed.


In the meantime, I am already starting to feel better. Now on antibiotics and the potassium... amazing difference. I even had an appetite for dinner tonight. 


The girls are taking care of Thanksgiving dinner (with a little direction) and the prep tonight smells wonderful in here!!!  Caleb is taking direction from the girls with helping with brawn things... moving, unloading, carrying...  and then tomorrow night they begin to decorate for Christmas. They know how much I LOVE Christmas. 


I Love my God and my family. I am the most blessed woman alive. 

Signed... a Muse of the Remnant  (who is still learning...)

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Kidney Stones and Other Fun Stuff ~


I thought I would get everyone up-to-date on the recent happenings with me :o)

At the end of September I found out that I had a 2”x4” smooth kidney stone lodged in my left kidney, along with a few smaller ones. Aimee has affectionately named it “Brutus.”  I met up with some new doctors at Urologic Specialists of Oklahoma. They said due to the size of Brutus, it gave them limited choices and would need to perform surgery on October 19th.  I check into St. Francis that morning and was prepped for surgery that has 2 parts. 

First was to insert a tube into my left kidney thorough my back (I was completely sedated) then about an hour later off to regular surgery to retrieve Brutus and his buddies.  Doctor was able to remove the smaller ones in the lower lobe of the kidney and then began chipping away at Brutus. I guess Brutus did not like this and decided to shoot itself up to where he could no longer be reached unless they repunctured my kidney and when around ribs and possibly thorough a lung.  Doctor decided that was not the best for me so they finished up and sent me to recovery.

A few humorous things… since my bilateral vocal cord paralysis, I snore (quite loudly) involuntarily when I am asleep. This really scared the anesthesiologist, I heard. Roy calmed him down though. During regular surgery time, I had a tube down my throat so I didn’t entertain them there… BUT I guess I did in recovery.  To the extent that I so vaguely remember the head nurse marching some older lady up to me to apologize to me for making comments about my snoring. I thought that was hysterical. During my stay at St. Francis, in the middle of the night, I was told some of the nurses would peek in to see who was snoring so loudly.  So glad I could entertain everyone. Hahaha.

After surgery I spent a little over 4 days at St. Francis, being released the following Monday. Seems my potassium levels were not cooperating. All is fine now with that.  I am at home recovering, still with the tube in my back, but it is capped and Roy takes very good care of it seeing that I cannot reach it or even see it. I am so thankful for him!

I was told that they would have to do a different procedure to retrieve Brutus now. It is a robotic laparoscopic surgery where they will go thru the tummy this time. Oh joy. Hahaha.  We received the date of the next surgery – November 29th - longer away than I would like, but I trust in God that he has it then for a specific purpose. This time I will be at the Oklahoma Surgical Hospital at 81st and Lewis. It used to be called the City of Faith years ago.

People ask if I am in pain… Yes, to some extent. I still have Brutus in the left and a smaller cousin in the right kidney that we will have to deal with when I heal up from this.  Plus the tube out of my back is not really all that comfortable, but it is tolerable. I tire very easily too, but my stamina is building up now day by day. I actually cooked a couple of times this week, and went out with Roy to dinner one night.  Tonight we did go to Wal-Mart for about 35 minutes and that really wore me out, and when we got home, I fell sound asleep for a few hours while Roy prepared a wonderful dinner of pork chops and mashed taters and veggies. I am so thankful for him.

As I always say… None of this has taken God by surprise or snuck up on Him. I know that He is fully in control of all of this, orchestrating every move. I also believe that if God can turn water into wine, he can turn a kidney stone to water. :o)   The battle is real, and not for the cowardly. I am proud to be in God's Army, and that He is my Commander and Chief.  Right now my orders are to Rest and Rejuvenate.

Signed... A Muse of the Remnant

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Defeating the Enemy ~ The CT Scanner

I did it! I overcame the CT Scan machine.  I freaked at first, really. I was so disappointed with myself when the hyperventilating and dry mouth started, but then the lady really talked me through it, and was patient and kind.  Three full passes through too!  Woo hoo!  Should have the results tomorrow on the kidney stones, but in actuality probably won't hear until next week seeing that doc and family are going to Baylor weekend too. hahaha.  He has to send the scan to the specialist.

Now I am at home eating a Braum's sausage biscuit and having a Starbs.  I earned them today. Hope everyone's day is as victorious as mine so far!

What really helped me the most was reading Rick Renner's Sparkling Gems for this morning that dealt with:
Five Important Steps To Move From Fear to Faith, From Turmoil to Peace, And From Defeat to Victory!
Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.   -Philippians 4:6

See, God gives you a good word in due time.  Selah~ 
 
Ok now time to get ready for work...

Signed... A Muse of the Remnant